Happy Mother's Day :)

"You may argue, you may hate her, you may even run away, but there will come a time when you wish your mom's still with you."


Mom has always been there since the beginning. From the time when I walked my first steps, the final moments of my high school life, until now. She has always been supportive of the decisions I've made and guided me through those times when I was lost.


Without her, I wouldn't be here. I really appreciate everything she has done for me. No matter how many times I can make it up to her, it will never match all the love and support she has given me. I will forever be grateful for that.

I LOVE YOU, MOM! ♥

Stressed Out. :(

A teacher once told me,

"It's okay. You're too young to be stressed out."

I guess she's right, but I can't help it but feel stressed. Subjects aren't getting any easier, but it just feels like it isn't as hard as what I thought it would be. I actually thought I would drown in failure thinking about THOSE MAJOR subjects. Not that I have a hard time, but I feel tired just constantly trying. It makes me wish I could go back to high school, OH WAIT IT WAS STRESSFUL TOO. HAHAHA.

I think that college took out the majority of the stress that high school gave me (probably because every subject isn't done everyday already which is really GOOD ^^) but still, I can't help but think: "Am I gonna lose myself anytime now?" Here comes the thought of my friends, where we spend good times a lot. They make me forget about the problems because we know we can do it if we're together.

Maybe I just can't help it but be stressed. I should relax once in a while. Being in Facebook's just as stressful as life itself. Hope that summer's gonna provide me with that.. Maybe I should try deactivating once in a while.

Should I try to deactivate my Facebook account? Leave a comment below.

Misunderstandings and Mishaps.

My happy mood has just been ruined by a strange thought.

I miss all those times being together. It was like a Facebook group within ourselves and we had so much fun together. Subgroups were barely there and things couldn't get any happier than this. After that time though, it seems that it fell apart. Bonds suddenly break, and things would never be the same again. Someone just wants that bond to go back, even for just a while. I want to see tears, smiles, laughter, all sorts of things. Everytime I enter the room, and all the people are there, it's obvious to me that they solidified the breakage. I really didn't expect this to happen.

I asked someone about this earlier and he said that he saw this coming. The worst part is, it really happened. I wasn't really shocked though since it's expected. I never expected it to be severe, though. I really really want us to come back. There's nothing I want more than for US to come back.

It's not that I'm not open to everyone's thoughts, it's just that I don't like hearing: "This will not happen" or "It's impossible". There are times when being down means to reflect, but it doesn't mean it has to stay that way.

I know I'm saying this again but I JUST WANT TO SAY IT.

I WANT US. :(

(Pardon my emotional outburst. It's been a long time since I've felt this...)

BUSYness. Indeed.

I haven't really thought of too many things lately because I've been busy with school and co-curricular stuff. I enjoy them though, and never take them as a very stressful activity.

How do you feel when you do something stressful? Do you look at it positively or negatively? Should we even deal with the stress?

"Daghan man ug sources ning pagka-stress nato. Depende ra gyud kung imo nang seryosohon o di nimo atimanon."


Anyway, don't let stress get to you. Enjoy your life but never forget what you must do for it may cause MORE stress. ^_^

Don't rush. It'll come to you. Don't speed up too much, you have to slow down at times.

Gotta sleep, must not stress myself. :D

SERIOUS thoughts #1: rotating BROWNout and 2010 Elections... T_T

/* This starts a series of thoughts where I can't just make fun out of it. The series is called SERIOUS thoughts, so I can't just laugh for fun but SARCASM may do. */

/* This post DOES NOT PROMOTE any candidate for the 2010 Philippine National Elections, it only expresses my opinions about the current events happening that may change the course of this historical event. I don't mean to offend ANY candidates here. All I say here are based on news reports that I see on the television. PLEASE DON'T SUE ME, I DON'T HAVE CASH. */

Sometimes, I get annoyed by this rotating brownout we're experiencing in the country right now due to the lack of resources of energy in the country due to El Niño. I really got pissed a bit due to the fact that this is like a practice run for the 2010 National Elections.

Speaking about the elections, it's nearly 1 month before it will happen and A LOT of things are happening. For example, the two biggest rivals in the quest for presidency, Sen. Benigno "Noynoy" Aquino III from the Liberal Party (LP) and Sen. Manuel "Manny" Villar from the Nacionalista Party (NP) are always blaming each other's parties for scandals galore! Noynoy has his Hacienda Luisita and his Mental Depression scandals while Manny has his C5 scandal, and rumors that he is the secret candidate of the Arroyos. He even recognized Noynoy's nephew, Baby James (son of Kris Aquino and James Yap) saying "Villar" as an endorsement. I don't know if I believe that either one of these or the other presidentiables can do what they promise.

I can't vote yet, but I hope the Filipino people, especially the first-time voters, would choose a worthy and fitting person to be the next leader of our country. It's VERY critical, especially the fact that we are about to exit from the what could be called one of the WORST times in Philippine politics. I am strongly hoping for CHANGE to really happen.

Sorry about the topic, I'm just utterly BORED. This will be the first and LAST post about politics. Will post something light soon. Until then, guys. :|